Bottom

My compassion is broken now.
My will is eroded now.
My desire is broken now.
And it makes me feel ugly.

I'm on my knees and burning.
My piss and moans are the fuel that
Set my head on fire.
So smell my soul burning.

I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy.
I have swallowed the poison you feed me ...
but I survive on the poison you feed me.
And it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed..
It makes me feel ugly.

I'm on my knees and burning.
My piss and moans are the fuel that
Set my head on fire.
I'm dead inside.

Shit adds up.
Shit adds up at the bottom.

If I let you, you would make me destroy myself.
In order to survive you, I must first survive myself.
I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you.
There's no choice but to confront you,
To engage you, to erase you.
I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain.
I will use my mistakes against you.
There's no other choice.
I'm shameless now, nameless now, nothing now, and noone now.
But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked.
I'm naked and fearless.
And my fear is naked.

I'm dead inside.
Nameless now, shameless now, nothing now, noone now.

Shit adds up.

You see me naked now, fearless now.

Shit adds up.

It leaves me dead inside, dead inside.

Hatred keeps me alive, happiness keeps me alive,
Weakness keeps me alive, guilt keep me alive
at the bottom.