Control

You dont know, how you bleed me, when you criticise, then leave me to die. But I Could never let her go, and her power is that she knows it, she toys with it, exploits it, she exploits me.

I can’t even think for myself, when all I think about is you, its hard to tell what is going on in your mind, I try to break it, its just a waste of time.

You never know just quite what you mean to me, but more to the point, what do i mean to you, where do we go from here? this is brainless, i need distractions, new trainers. But the girl at the cash desk looks like you, so ill bail, leaving two new shoes, and i need to leave now for i easily bruise, but i choose to hurt because i need you. I struggle with the silence your absence brings, your voice echoes in my head like guitar strings. Its apparent now that theres a barrier between each other, i wish that we could find a way for us to love one another. But you play games and you call me names, and you find ways to plain drive me crazy but still i remain the same and try to maintain, for me, youre the right lady.

What do i do now? tell me how to be, cos i cant force your mind like mine is you, to be consumed by me.