Confused

Why do i say thing that i know not to be true?
And why do i feel the need to continue?
Will you leave?
Will i have to find someone?
I cannot see,
What's about to come.

And i'm so far away, from where i need to be.
And i cannot see, the ability has left me... all on my own.
And i cannot be where i think i am.

Why do i say thing that i know not to be true?
And why do i feel the need to continue?
You did leave.
Now i have to find someone.
I cannot see,
What's about to come.

And i'm so far away, from where i need to be.
And i cannot see, the ability has left me... all on my own.
And i cannot be where i think i am.

Can you see the son?
He is shining now.
Reaching out his hand,
for you and me.