Real Affair...

This obsession, I'm flying
Was caused by trying times and
I just reach for the green when I get in my feelings
There's a sad underlining, it's better than crying
Yes, I like my own space
But blowing cheese might get away

Oh this ain't a real affair
Got me with her, 'cause you know that you weren't there
Oh, you're just smoke and mirrors
When I'm with her, I know her smoke will clear

When I'm feeling, regretting
It's better, forgetting
Tougher than voodoo
Man who knew, she's stronger than you
Got me feeling so numb
I swear I'm in love, ooh
But she won't stay too long
And you're far from home

Oh, this ain't a real affair
Got me with her, 'cause you know that you weren't there
Oh, you're just smoke and mirrors
When I'm with her, I know her smoke will clear

(Affair)
(Smoke and mirrors)