This Suicide Note

All of my senses are falling down
My life is a clockwork and time is running out
Impossible feelings, made not for me
But how can you see me in a world I don`t exist

Can I save my myself?
Before it gets worse and I lose myself
Will I save myself?
While it`s choking here and I`m still alive

Remember when life felt so pure and close
Now it`s a dead end and air is growing cold
Still life is so empty so dead and gone
And even my shadow ignored this broken heart

I`m too far gone now I´m hanging up here in a rope
I`ve lost the timecode of knowing myself where to go
In need of air now but noone can save me from here
Just keep on hanging...

Well I can`t be something I´m not
Well I can`t be someone I`m not