Useless

To shed a million tears
there is a chalice
where all sorrow is poured from

now take a bath
stain the walls of this empty room
with tears of blood
with tears of blood

like a leaf in an autumn river I am
carried by a useless vortex
with no return to tree once strong
with no destination

this far enough not far enough not close enough as the last of the
eternities opens not close enough I reach I come
until all words end just to be with you until all worlds end.

Hold me as it seems I fall
take my hand as I think I am dying
overflow as the depths whisper me welcome
to sleep where all beauty turns grey