I Am Gone

He looked out the window as he pulled away
His phone began ringing he didn't know quite what to say
Remembering now all of those days
The flowers he sent
The look on her face
Wherever they went

Her eyes shining brightly
The last thing he saw
As he turned to his car
He did not have far to go
He can not believe it
But the tears running down
Make him believe it

Pulling now into his driveway
His phone quit ringing
On this cold and dark day
He goes through the motions for his mom
Everything is ok Nothing is wrong
But his mind keeps on racing
Back to the girl
Who not so long ago
Was his entire world

As he pulls away she turns from the street
Just so she can say he didn't see her weep
She opens the door as he turns the corner
Nothing he said could have ever warned her
She looks to her dad as asks her whats wrong
She falls in his arms cries hard and long
He was the guy that she was going to marry
His face his voice his smell
Now she's going through hell
She lies on her bed thinking about him
And wondering if she'd be better off dead33

He goes to his room falls on his bed
Laying there and wondering what he just did
He thought that he had wanted this wanted to be free
But now he realizes she was his everything
He sits up now and grabs his phone
He dialed her number oh he should have known
Better then to do the thing that he had done
How could he have possibly been so dumn

Her phone loudly ringing
The last thing she heard
As the blood poured from her wrist
Her vision becoming blurred
Lying on the floor
Where she was found
A note next to her head
Written with many words

I know how stupid that this sounds
But I loved you more
Then anything in the world
And without you here in my life
Why should I go on
Asking myself every day
Where did I go wrong
I just wanted you to know
that when I used the knife
You were on my mind
And we were together for so long
But now I am gone