Suicide Note

my life's become a shade of gray
you're the only one that can make it okay
I see your razor on the shelf
time to lock the door and use it on myself

I can't believe my eyes, you are not here to save my life
and I don't want to go, I love you, I love you, but I've lost control
I can't believe you're gone, you were my life all along
now bury me below, I love you, I love you, but I have to go

I can't go on living this way, my entire world is now filled with, dismay
and I don't think I should have to stay
in a messed up world that fucking tortures, everyday

I can't believe my eyes, you are not here to save my life
and I don't want to go, I love you, I love you, but I've lost control
I can't believe you're gone, you were my life all along
now bury me below, I love you, I love you, but I have to go

I'll set myself free, into this dark abyss I'll go
I'll set myself free, so I won't feel the pain anymore