Sweetest Poison

Cut me wide open,
drain me of all there is to give.
Store me away to the barrel
to writhe with the sewage.
Living with lies, falsehood, and deceptions.
I am all of this, but I've realized.
That my bones were created from this.
Forced down my throat, my ears, my eyes.
It's too much, its far too much.
Fooled into thinking I was the only one.
It's too much, its far too much.
Fooled into thinking I was the only one.
In my darkest time, I lust for clarity.
Split between sights unseen and thoughts in between.
I'm letting go, I'm starting over.
Breathe it in like the sweetest poison.
Like the sweetest poison.
I'm letting go, I'm starting over.
To clear my name and walk my own path.
I'm on my own, and now I'm closer.
To finding a way to bring me back.

These colors that I see shining the brightest.
Were all stained by the hands of the shameless.
In one final purge, dispose of you affliction.
To mend what's left and achieve what you envision.
Regrowth,regrowth, regeneration.
Developed in negative tension.
In the midst of all my hopes (all my hopes) held in suspension.

As my former husk crumbles to dust.
I ready my mind and I reassemble.
I trust that bliss won't arrive without resistance.
But I know we are all capable of greatness.

In my Darkest time, I lust for clarity.
Split between sights unseen and thoughts in between.
I'm letting go, I'm starting over.
Breathe it in like the sweetest poison.
Regrowth, regrowth, regeneration.
Developed in negative tension.
In the midst of all my hopes (all my hopes) held in suspension.

I'm letting go, I'm starting over.
To clear my name and walk my own path.
I'm on my own, and now I'm closer.
To finding a way to bring me back
I'm letting go, I'm starting over.
I'm letting go, I'm starting over.
I'm on my own, and now I'm closer.
To finding a way to bring me back.
I'm letting go.