Sweater In The Lake

All of my time spent scatterbrained for hours
Keeps coming back like an asshole when I try to be a man
I feel the shakes, pull out the ol’ mistakes
And search around for a better me in a sweater in a lake
But since I am a boy I’ve got lots of need, lots of needs
I wanna get a dog, want him to love me
All of your time spent moving in a room
Spent dreaming about Stravinksy, oh how I wanna touch your heart
I’ll bet it’s big, and it can barely fit
And it can hardly stand by and watch you as you cry
Did you let me be a son? I should’ve had rougher hands at thirteen
I should’ve had a ho digging in the bad soil


All that I want, I want to be awake
I don’t want to be afraid of the fakes
I want to consume, and I’ve wanted you
Hell I’ve counted the yous since you came in the room
Oh you pretty thing you, Oh you precious thing you
Got lost in the dark, Lalala
Oh you pretty thing you, Oh you precious thing you
Lamented the spark, Lalala