Sugarloaf Mountain Crucify Me

Everybody wants a piece
A piece of me to keep
Well, bad luck all you hipsters and freaks
'Cause I found love in honesty

And I wanna climb and hold
The frosted peaks of Sugarloaf
And murder all my egos and ghosts
Get blood-soaked, then I'll go home

'Cause I don't talk as much
To my mother though I know I should
Reminds me when we went to LA
And I bitched and moaned the whole damn way

My father's the same, I guess
Though I try just to impress
I want him to live 'til I'm a star
So I can pay him back for my first car

Does it make you feel afraid to admit
That you're lost on your own?
You're looking for a partner
And looking for a home, well
Everyone admits that they're living a lie
They don't change that and I know why
'Cause the truth is terrified
Of being told in every liar's eyes
So they delegate and terrorize
'Til the right time for the truth arrives

And, sister, I know I've been
Away from almost everything
And my glorious self-imposed opinion
Isn't too much of a loving thing

And, brother, I hope you know
There's no real estate in my shadow
So go on, man, go steal the show
'Cause you're a Rocket Man, you're no John Doe

Not to mention the star of the game
She'd get embarrassed if I mentioned her name
Throw a punch and probably call me lame
I swear that I will clean the tub someday

You know it makes me terrified to admit
That death is a fact and the clocks are always spinning
There's no turning back, well
Part of this life feels like a well-constructed lie
And I hate that, but I don't wanna die
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'Cause I wanna climb and hold
The frosted peaks of Sugarloaf
And murder all my egos and ghosts
Get blood-soaked, and I'll go home