Selfish Heart

I was hoping you could tell me
If I am whole or if I'm empty
But, we don’t know, and that's too bad
I'm always looking for an answer
Find out if it even matters
But, I can’t know, and it's just too bad

And you were counting on me to find a way
I know you tried to give what I wouldn't take

So I wish you well
Anywhere you go
You were good to me
And you need to know
You did everything right
No, you did no wrong
But in my selfish heart
You did not belong

It was not in my intentions
To hold you in all that suspension
But, I still don't know, what I wanted then
And you deserve so much better
And here I read to you this letter
'Cause, I was wrong, I couldn't help myself

If I could do it all again I would spare your time
But I had to find out if you could change my mind

So I wish you well
Anywhere you go
You were good to me
And you need to know
You did everything right
No, you did no wrong
But in my selfish heart
You did not belong

No, no, no no, You did not belong
No, no, no no, You did not belong
No, no, no no, You did not belong
No, no, no no, You did not belong

I wanted nothing more than do the right thing
I tried and tried but I just couldn't fight it
How could I let this go on for so long
I ask myself and I blame it on…
My selfish heart, my selfish heart
My selfish heart, my selfish heart

So I wish you well
Anywhere you go
You were good to me
And you need to know
You did everything right
No, you did no wrong
But in my selfish heart
You did not belong