Pick Me Up

I took a Mazda to California
Friends might text but they don't come through, yeah
Stone cold mug like a walking coma
Bloodshot eyes, try to hide my mood

'Cause I'm so done
Ain't had a house in a whole month
Signed up for lust 'cause I throw love
Thrown up
I think my vice got control of
Every pipe dream that I might try to hold up

Mom, come pick me up
All the kids here are doing drugs
And I'm tired and alone
A nomad who misses home
And I think these

Pills don't pick me up
Catching my tears in solo cups
And I'm casually close
To leaving you all a note
And I mean that

I'm overstimulated
Serotonin levels are dipping, I need ventilation
Seen a face inside of my drink while overmedicating
Home was the air inside my lungs, I miss my intubation
Just something else I left behind to catch this dream I'm chasing

I bite my tongue with my hand up
Weighed down by options like I forgot how to stand up
Man up, swallow your pride like it's Fanta
'Cause life shatters dreams like a dad shatters Santa

Mom, come pick me up
All the kids here are doing drugs
And I'm tired and alone
A nomad who misses home
And I think these

Pills don't pick me up
Catching my tears in solo cups
And I'm casually close
To leaving you all a note
And I mean that