Embarrassed

I'm embarrassed to know you at all
It's why I keep the conversations small
Is there a reason why you stick around?
And I'm embarrassed when you make a sound

There is a time I hear your voice
When I can [?]

I'm too careless to ignore you
Or is it because you tell me the truth?
So I'll answer whenever you call
But I'm embarrassed to know you at all

The times I bear to hear your sound
I'll admit that your voice is really mine