Deadly Insect

As I lay, insects climb
On my skin, in my mind
My hairstyle hides my eyes
I don't look like other guys
Too much sun, drown outside
Turn my cheek one more time
Tell myself I'll be fine
I'm deceiving my mind

And I'll keep living a lie, so to appease the other guys
Asking myself could there be a way, any other way
How long for the mind to be awake, elevate the brain
When will we have seen the end as we slow
Heaven is a placе where only we'll know
And I cry, wipе my eyes
And I cry, wipe my eyes

Cold blue lips against mine
Share a kiss, wet on dry
There's no spark in my eyes
I don't feel it all the time
As I lay by your side
I hear things in my mind
When I reach only silence
My dreams wake me from the violence

So I keep my eyes wide, so to defeat my ugly side
Asking myself could there be a way, any other way
How long for the mind to be awake, elevate the brain
Now that we have seen the end as we know
Heaven is a place where only well go
And I cry, wipe my eyes
And I cry, wipe my eyes
And I cry, wipe my eyes
And I cry, wipe my eyes