Crisis

Every morning there’s an ache
It’s no big deal
Just seems my heart just wants to break
I can’t find the words to let you go
I just wanna be the girl I always thought I’d know
All the things that ever kept me standing up have gone
And everything I know’s been proven wrong
I’m a firecracker going off in some strange guy’s backyard

And everyone I know is different now
There’s a hurricane
It’s in your eyes
I don’t want to be a part of this thing anymore
I’d rather run into a fire
And leave all my clothes and all our bullsh!t on your floor
All the things that ever kept me standing up have gone

And everyone I know is moving on
I’m a firecracker going off in some strange guy’s backyard
And everyone I know is different now
The pills won’t change my mind
Just validate the crisis
My love for you faded away that night
I’m gonna trade it all for something new

Get a sh!tty job,
Might even sell my body, too
I don’t want to be here
I don’t want to wait
I don’t want to hate you

But I can try
All the things that ever kept you standing up have gone
And everyone you know is moving on
Be a funny guy who hides behind a mask and still gets high
And I will walk myself into a fire

The pills won’t change my mind
Just validate the crisis
My love for you faded away that night
The pills won’t change my mind
Just validate the crisis
My love for you faded away that night