From The Inside Out

You're the reason I lost my faith in any hope for better days
I got used, played, and thrown away
I fell in love with the games you played
But you're a liar and a cheat, filled with malice and deceit
But still I beg on bended knee for the day that you come back to me

I curse your name every day for leaving me this way
Love is a lie and faith is nothing
And forgiveness is lost on me

This hole in my life shaped like you has left me so torn
With no one here to hold me or keep me warm

No hope for reconciliation
I'm crying myself to sleep, I fall apart at the seams
How could you do this to me?
And although you've gone away, this hole in my heart still remains
And it's killing me from the inside out

I wonder if she knows this pain she's given me still hasn't healed
I wonder if she knows she's still the last reason I had to smile for real
And all that's in my head are the saddest songs
I'm barely hanging on

I curse your name every day for leaving me this way
All hope is gone and forgiveness is lost on me