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I am seeing tunnel vision in a world thats dark and cold,
I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old, I know,
It's temporary but I need to focus straight,
I cannot believe I lost control of my fate,
I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about,
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out,
I am gonna win I can't afford to blow this one,

(chorus #1)
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself,
I need this way of life because it holds me.
I hate myself sometimes I love myself,
Contradictions the way of life happiness is wealthyness is healthy

Now I've made it through those lies and deceit,
I think whats done is done and I can't complain anymore i am sure,
now that I've found myself again it feels great,
I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate,
I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about,
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out,
I am gonna win I can't afford to blow this one,
(chorus #2)
I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself,
I need this way of life because it holds me.
I hate myself sometimes I love myself,
Contradictions the way of life happiness is wealthyness is healthiness

(chorus #3)

I hate myself sometimes,
I love myself,
I need this way of life because it holds me.
I hate myself sometimes I love myself,
Contradictions the way of life happiness is wealthyness is healthiness