Happy Till It Hurts

What you're gonna do about me now?
I'm doin' everything that I used to talk about
Got off the couch of my motherfuckin' momma's house
'Cause my dad kicked me out, screamin' loud
"Now you need to get a job"
I was lost down the spot in my friend's living room
Smoked a joint and then I did a couple shrooms
Call me a fool but I ain't so good with rules
Now I'm that dude, that got up, came back
Broke down, made tracks
Gave up ten times but not enough to go back home again
I don't got many friends
'Cause I broke hearts, scream word, truth hurts, eat dirt
I'm tryna put a couple zeros up on all my networth
But what comes first, is being happy 'til it hurts

Na, na, na
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na
Happy 'til it hurts
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na
Happy 'til it hurts (Na, na)
(Happy 'til it, happy 'til it)
Na, na, na
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (Happy 'til it, happy 'til it)
I'm tryna be happy 'til it hurts (Na, na-na, na, na, na-na)
(Happy 'til it, happy 'til it)
Na, na, na
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (Happy 'til it, happy 'til it)

I'm goin' through an identity crisis
You might be goin' through one just as like it
I got really good at fakin' and hidin'
But I'm tellin' you there's no way to fight it
Got 'em on one, I wanna be happy
Because I'm so sick and depression is after me
Stop freeze
The demons are laughin' at me (Hahaha)
I write things that I believe, I pretend I'm Socrates
Wish my dad believed in me, but at least he didn't leave
Now I wanna hear the people scream, "Hercules, Hercules"
Hope that brings enough happiness 'til it's hurtin' me, hurtin' me

Na, na, na (It's hurtin' me)
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (It's hurtin' me)
Happy 'til it hurts
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (It's hurtin' me)
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (It's hurtin' me)
Happy 'til it hurts (Na, na)
(Happy 'til it, happy 'til it)
Na, na, na
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (Happy 'til it, happy 'til it)
I'm tryna be happy 'til it hurts (Na, na-na, na, na, na-na)
(Happy 'til it, happy 'til it)
Na, na, na
Na, na-na, na, na, na-na (Happy 'til it, happy 'til it hurts)

Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh