She Came On

she came on
like a storm
from the blind side of a memory
soft and warm
left me sea-sick on the shore
she believed
she could prove
it was her world that i needed
but i left her for someone i wanted more

always using clever words to hide the truth
communicating in the ignorance of youth
still i believe that my delusions are realities within confusion
i accept the consequences for my lack of innocence

she was wrong
sunshine bright
flaunting careless situations
guarded wit
always answering just because
wild cliche
i'm discreet
waking up from perfect dreaming
when i realized i want what never was

always using clever words to hide the truth (words to hide the truth)
communicating in the ignorance of youth
still i believe that my delusions are realities within confusion
i accept the consequences for my lack of innocence

why do i just refuse to disagree
with what i believe
i found myself wandering aimlessly
calling it freedom