In The Clouds

This year hasn't humbled you
And nothing will
I'm trying to remember all the reasons I should care
A year spent cutting ties and losing friends
The rain flushed out pieces of old muses

Gray clouds haven't moved in a few days
You've been stuck in your old ways
Why don't you laugh like the old days
Hoping that the weather can still change
Feeling like a ghost a lot lately
A few months spent in hiding and waiting
Up late thinking bout the days you never had
I don't think you'll ever understand the fractures in my head

It's a cloudy day again in my head
Finding out you're not who you said