Colourblinded

I saw you lying in the rain, thought you were struggling in pain
Once again I found out everything you see ain't real
I heard you crying like insane, saying me you're the one to blame
Once again I found out everything you hear ain't real
If you are here to cause the pain,
tell me when you're leaving and I show you the right way
If you are here to make me kneel,
tell me when you're done so I can rise and go away
Won't you go on home
I see only black and white, no shades of grey
You colourblind me, You colourblind me
Am I the one who shoud give in, force a smile, be the receiving end
Everytime I end up being the angel with no wings (I give in)
Am I the one who waves goodbye, when you don't even give a try
Everytime I end up being the one who's letting go (I let go)
Won't you go on home
This one time, this one time only. I loose myself, I close my eyes
I see only black and white, no shades of grey
You colourblind me, You colourblind me