When Sorrow Falls

It's okay to say i love you.
it's okay for you to cry.
the sorrow that you are feeling you should not deny.
so why is it so trying to express the way i feel?.
just one moment you steal.
i still care and i still feel.
time and again.
it's all too real.
separate and detached.
myself running from all the pain i felt.
questioning the way I am and the things with which i've dealt.
somewhere in the foothills of my mind.
i know my ways just aren't right.
they're not right.
so i'll shrug it off and wear a grin.
i'll carry on and just pretend.
i still care.
i still feel.
time and again.
it's all too real