Flawless

I need a method on arranging the courage to fight my urges
no more im not a machine
but im expected to be flawless always
theres more to this than the sheen
im a coward a liar and im not sane
this is what i want its why i came
im here to tear a throat from this body
no more im not a machine
but im expected to be flawless always
theres more to this than the sheen
im a coward a liar and im not sane
i try so hard to put myself through this
cause i would rather die than
never know how this feels
no more im not a machine
but im expected to be flawless always
theres more to this than the sheen
im a coward a liar im a liar
im a liar im a liar im a liar
and im not sane