My Own Personal Hell

The power's off
There's nowhere to go
It's so cold outside
And the sun hasn't shined for days
Trapped with nowhere to go
I hit rock bottom

I told the doctor to bill your work
And I went another way
I told a girl that I was locked
That I don't feel the same
The things I used to enjoy doing
I don't feel like doing anymore

Paranoid everywhere
Maybe it's depression
I just can't wrap my mind around
The things we do to each other
Why don't we love one another
My own personal hell

How low
'Cause this is a crisis
A crisis of the soul
My own personal hell

(How low, how low, how low, how low)

It's all I'm thinking about

I don't find states both ways
To get a taste of better things
The sunburn left me changed
I was happy
For no other reason I quit it
I ran from everyone

What's wrong with me?
I don't know what I'm doing
I push and push you away
So damn lonely
I know I could recover
Inside the arms of another

Paranoid everywhere
Maybe it's depression
I just can't wrap my mind around
The things we do to each other
why don't we love one another
My own personal hell

How low
'Cause this is a crisis
A crisis of the soul
My own personal hell

(How low, how low, how low, how low)

It's all I'm thinking about