Lifeline

It always felt like a heavy shaking
like bones braking
for the rest of us
trust we took back home with us
and fear it all could end as fuck up
a line between ideas of hate
and hope that we could forever stay
another day and night unreal
our past is ripped
and we can't even see
tried so hard
but failed along
tried harder than most
but it will always go wrong
it even may eat your whole heart out
don't you know
we are full of doubts
and if you stumble, if you fall
it'll never be worth the final call
i tried to get a lifeline straight
i tried to go to fix my head
but another day and night unreal
our past is ripped
and we can't even see