Beautiful Extreme

i hope we die before we wake
from this lie we've chosen to take
to such a beautiful extreme
remember when we were fifteen?
so eager to lose our purity in medicine and insanity
[mine eye offends me]
i guess i meant what i said, what i said so many times
how could our paths have led to such unsaid good-byes?
is this just ritual masturbation which is without sensation
- our plucking our eyes out for wisdom