Lost Without You

there been times
i've ignored all your phone calls
there been times
i've banged my head against these walls of blue
there's holes in the carpet too

there been moments
i've needed release
i've sought it out in places that would never please
my mother's eyes
sometimes i wish i'd fly

still i don't know what to do
i'm so alone
lost here without you

there been times
i've sat and watched tv
not really listening, not really feeling a thing
and i go blank
as blank as a tv screen

still i don't know what to do
i'm so alone
lost here without you

there been days
when i'm stuck in my daydream
there been days
when i stare at a magazine through my only window
i'm just a-hopin' that you'd call

still i don't know what to do
i'm so alone
lost here without you

there been days when i felt so goddamn old
there been times my heart has been so cold
there's no one left to call
call on the telephone

still i don't know what to do
i'm so alone
lost here without you