Internal Affairs

sometimes i don't really think
that you're the one
that brought me light and understanding
the way you look at me now
is not of the loving kind
that i can tell
when you were in my age
did you ever believe
that you'd end up like this
if you think that you are
making me feel good
i must say you're wrong
but i still just can't forget
how you made me feel
so useless and wrong
a hundred wasted hours in that house
well it makes me feel quite angry
and i'm so tired of these internal affairs
they should have been left behind
a long time ago
it makes me wonder if i'll ever be alright