Cyanide

my name is boy and I'm a guy
who likes his poisoned cyanide sky
I met this girl named free and we
we tried to see how pointless we could be
today she noticed we're just shadows on a card
I only laughed because I've known that from the start

my name is truth and I'm a lie
who'll leave a trainwreck when I die
my perfect shiny memory
was a band called hymns to disagree
we screamed out loud and tried to call each other art
I laughed and cried and than they left and broke my heart

every night, be good every night
I never meant to desecrate your graveyard

my name is boy and I'm a little bit afraid
of finding out love when I expect to find a train wreck full o' hate
I'll reveal myself I promise in the thirty-second try
I think some part of me is cyanide sky

today my picture's just a shadow on a card
that smile reveals that I have known that from the start

every night, be good every night
I never meant to contaminate this playground
little idol don't you weep, it only hits those that are deep

I know that you like this
so melt it in your heart
strip me of all I have and pride
I know that you care for this
you're spacing out in June
so take that smile
and leave the aging moon