Of The Sorrowful Mind

This is the last time you will look at me like I'm a lower being
With that condescending smile and those eyes that stare straight through me
I trust that you'll never leave here
So someday I might return the favor
I'll see if I can fit you in, but by then I'm sure I won't care anyway
It seems like you're all the same now
Dividing and multiplying
Playing host to a common mind
Determined, insane, destructive
And I can't wait to turn it back your way
See how my old shoes fit you
For now, I'll suffer to boost your ego
Tonight, I'll let you tear me up
Torture myself to strengthen my cause
I'm left behind
Asking what it is I've done here to deserve this fould attitude
This time, I'm just feeding off your arrogant self-deception
Maybe you know you're not the facade you've thrown my way
You still belong to the hoard of the goddess who won't forget me now
Bleeding the sorrow
Tonight, I still loathe you
When I'm far from where I started out
Rest assured, I'll return for you
I'll return for you, and I hope you don't go changing
As long as you just experience what I've been through
I may find closure
No longer behind
Asking what it is I've done here to deserve this foul attitude
This time, I'm done feeding off your arrogant self-deception
Seems like you know you're not the facade you've thrown my way
Always belong to the hoard of the goddess who can't forget me now
Feeling no sorrow, for at least I know that I've got more to give
Feeling no sorrow
For I still loathe you