Directions

don't push me 'cause i am close to the edge,
don't lie 'cause i'm jealous as can be,
don't hit me 'cause i can't stand up straight
and block the punches that you throw,
when i have run a thousand miles,
i'm gonna run a thousand more,
i'm chasing your call in vain, then it gets to me,
i can't win the speed of sound,

i am so lost, i got no directions,
i'm damaged by your infections,
you know it's been hurting with your bad injections,
i'm looking for my home, please give me directions,

you know you cost me 15 years,
and you will cost me 15 more,
after i've opened 200 doors, in expectation of you,
embracing me with open arms,
knocking me to the floor with all your charm,
how did you learn to hypnotize me?
how did you get me to always agree?

i am so lost, i got no directions,
i'm damaged by your infections,
you know it's been hurting with your bad injections,
i'm looking for my home, please give me directions