Oh, Glorious Shipwreck

I came with a vengeance, but I'm keeping it calm
The room's getting smaller, and my stomach's in knots
And the people in line say I'm holding up the process
(Move up move up move up move up)

I came to make a difference, but I just made a mess
I tried to send a notice, but they changed the address
And the people in line say I'm holding up the process
(Move up move up move up)

I am tired now from the inside out
And nothing can stop the war that I've started with myself

I came with a purpose, but my tongue wouldn't move
The grass is always greener when you don't have to choose
And the clock has my head in a perpetual state of motion
(Move up move up, move up move up)

I came to make a difference, but I just made a mess
I tried to say I love you, but denied you instead
And the tides that bind keep me torn between oceans
(Oh no, I'm losing it)

I am tired now from the inside out
And nothing can stop the war that I've started with myself
And I am finding out that I'm losing ground
And nothing can stop the war that I've started with myself

The words I don't say keep me safe and sound
I've been digging this grave for twenty one years now
Cause I'll be the death of me
(I'll be the death of me)
The things I don't do keep me underground
I've been kicking the screen for twenty one years now
Cause I'll be the death of me
(I'll be the death of me)

And I am dying now from the inside out
And nothing can stop the war that I've started with myself

I am tired now from the inside out
And nothing can stop the war that I've started with myself
And I am finding out that I'm losing ground
And nothing can stop the war that I've started with myself

Oh no, I'm losing it