Wish I Would

Loving you feels like I can't sleep lately
It looks like crying in my kitchen in the fridge light
And sleeping next to you don't feel like safety
But that waves all my red flags just the way I like
And if I fell apart when you were working
Would you ask somebody to cover your shift?
When everything feels good and you're not hurting
Suddenly you change, and you can't handle it

I'd beg
I'm not broken
I'm just growing
Maybe slower than I should
But if you're patient
I'll start saying
What my mother and my father wish I would

I've noticed that my friends stopped talking bout you
And I appreciate it but it makes me nauseous
I don't think I am anyone without you
So why they like me still, I'll never understand it

I'd beg
I'm not broken
I'm just growing
Maybe slower than I should
But if you're patient
I'll start saying
What my mother and my father wish I would

-huhhhhh aaaah n shit-

I'd beg
I'm not broken
I'm just growing
Maybe slower than I should
But if you're patient
I'll start saying
What my mother and my father wish I would
What my mother and my father wish I would