Lie Awake

I've been through this a million times before
But this time I cannot take it anymore
I have never felt so insecure
Im seeing shadows on the bedroom walls
Faces of people that I learned to ignore
I have never felt so scared before

As I lie awake
With no peace of mind to lay my thought to rest
As I lie awake
And with every breath I feel the pain and regret

I hear the voices screaming in my head
Just one more dose and dont you be afraid
My sanity hangs by a thread
Ive been through this a million times before
But this time I cant self-medicate anymore
I just want to feel clean

As I lie awake
With no peace of mind to lay my thought to rest
As I lie awake
And with every breath I feel the pain and regret

As I died in my dream I felt the hatred fall aside
And my love, I was waiting for you on the other side