Alive July

Who would have thought that a homesick heart would be this complicated,
Went through the start and it tore me apart and I've been so frustrated

And I'm right where you want me to be,
And I won't go until you leave
The thing about hope is that you make your own,
And I've built up enough to take me home

I'm missing mornings in my bed,
I don't regret this choice but I give in
And we will say
Love is not to blame
We became the problem when we let ourselves,
Put the blame on someone else

I would have tried but there was no time for apologies,
You know the storyline

But I'm right where you want me to be (I won't go)
And I won't go until you leave (no)
The thing about love is that it's so very blind,
And I'm running home to you in black and white

You fall asleep in a New York minute,
Say goodbye with a one-way ticket
Give it your all or you might as well forget it,
Find a rhythm and just stick with it

I'm missing mornings in my bed,
I don't regret this choice, love, but I'll give in