Alone

So you try to tell me that I'm not the only one
I called you at the party when you were having fun with the other ones
You were too drunk to say things that would ever reach my heart
I stayed up late in my room playing MarioKarttm

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and it was fun
even though all my friends were gone
yeah I'm having fun
it's fun to stay out on my own
from high tide to low tide

I still wish that you could be here by my side.
I stayed up late at night and never dropped a tear
You know it's hard for me ‘cuz you are never here
I wish you'd understand and call out for my name
If not you'll stay alone like me it's such a shame

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I used to close my eyes when you were next to me
Knowin' you're gone today just really makes me see
You were the bird at dawn that sang up to my room
...a flower that kept on growing, now I know my faith is doomed

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Shut my mouth so I may never say again how far you seem to me
wondering who's to blame
you'll close my eyes in peace because I never want to see myself again
no I never want to see myself again
tell me who am I really in this world ?