Dull Way Down

i still love you. is that too much for you to take? an old friend told me that you have to fight for what you want. i could see the look in his eyes that night. the hidden message behind them. (i live and breathe the pain) i picked the dull way down. (i pretend) why dont you understand? (i have my second wind now) why wont you hold my hand? (i miss you) i gave you my life. (even with the lights on) thats the best information since i hurt you last. (i remember you, i hope you do to) give me one more chance. its been a long time maybe. i was thinking. you keep clapping while i sit by the tree. thank you for the warning