Color Cast

The bittersweet sounds echo everywhere
And you've fallen from me
But you still care
If I could show you everything I see
You must stop wondering what's wrong with me
But I know what's wrong
I just can't get out of bed
The happy pills that make me dead all day
Can't make me happy to be awake
But I'll die a sweeter death once I'm alive
To be someone smiling to feel like I'm home
For another year to get back on my feet

You paint in colors I can't see
But still you're
Drowning in black and white with me
And all I wish
You'll leave before I ever do
'Cause I'm blind enough now to almost ruin you
And never know