Breathing

So I don't listen much
I watch the world as it drifts away from me
Lies triggers days emotions
Hurts so much when my eyes are open
Got a special map of Nothing
I'm really good at sleeping
I got no problems sleeping

Light seeps in my eyes
Chase away this tranquil daydream
Switching channels in a daydream
Fly to find a means of escaping
Got a special map of Nothing
I'm really good at breathing
I got no problems breathing

I close my eyes and fill the space with words
I close my eyes and breathe until it hurts
Black skies and ruptured insides pumpin gets worse
It keeps me breathing
How am I breathing?