Hard To Say

I open my mouth but nothing will come out
The words I had planned for you cannot be found
You needed to hear all the things I believe
Until I saw you and you just left me
Speechless
It's escaping me it seems so hard to say
All the things I wanted to say to your face
This is killing me it feels so hard to breathe
So it seems that i'm lost for words again
Chocking on the backfoot
Im thinking, I'm trying
To think of a way
To get through to you
Knowing these words I prepared in my head
To knowing these words now will never be said
These words will never be said, will never be heard
These words will never mean anything to you