Big and Small Words

I dreamt that everyone I love was dead
And I wept; when I woke up, my pillow was wet
I know who is in control
I start slow, but speed up as I go

But oh no I don't ever listen
But oh no I don't care enough

Sometimes I don't believe in what I wrote
I should know better but I still don't
I know who is in control
I start slow, but speed up as I go

But oh no I don't ever listen
Oh no I don't care enough

I've come to see the savagery
In open jawed hypocrisy
With sunken eyes and calloused feet
I'm tried and I'm bored
I've always seen the tragedy
Complacent in depravity
Catastrophe and apathy

And other words that rhyme like that
Like cat and hat and sat and fat
I am only useful if I'm self contained

But oh no I have always listened
Oh no I care far too much