Half The Girl I Use To Be

All this is crashing down
on me
i'm dead as your memory;
A bullet in the snow
Words tear me apart
I push my fist into the mirror-
I won't have to feel the pain
anymore.
In the corner, boarded up
Gone wasted.
My heart has been hollowed out.
With roken wings
I carry my dead dreams
I Don't mean anything to you.
I'll leave it up to me
I push this knife deep into myself
I won't have 2 feel the pain
anymore.