Competitive

I am not the jealous type
And you seem like a loyal guy
So none of this is adding up
When all my thoughts override

I’m scared I’m gonna lose ya to the coolest blonde at college
Does she look better than I do?
Scared I’m gonna find out you’ve been seeing other people
Coz you have the same taste in music

What if i lost
What if I’m not
The best that you ever had
Can I compete with that?
I don't wanna lose

I hate that I’m asking why
She’s so friendly with her guy friends
I guess it’s pretty petty right
The thought I’ll lose to her every single time

I’m scared I’m gonna find out you’ve been kissing other people
Coz they looked better with no makeup
Scared you’re gonna leave me for the girl you liked in high school
And I think I might just fall apart

I don't wanna lose, I’m competitive
I don’t wanna lose, I’m competitive
I don't wanna lose, I’m competitive
I don’t wanna lose, I’m competitive

I don’t wanna forfeit, but I lost it
In the car ride, when I’m spiraling oh i’m spiraling
but what if
She’s what you wanted?

I’m competitive
I don’t wanna lose, I’m competitive
I don’t wanna lose