So Much

Im shoving my foot in my mouth,
to stop me from saying anything more ridiculous to you
ive said so much to turn you away
i cant stop thinking of how big an idiot i am
so maybe i never deserved those war summer nights
or maybe you should have just run me over with your car
just to get your point across
i just wanted to spend the night with you in my arms
and its not so easy to wake up without oyu here
but i guess i saw it coming
and its not so easy