Just Not Today

I left a message for myself
It was on the stairs last night
And I bested going out
And you bested going back

Don't you know
Just to fade away
Don't you know
Just to fade away

I liked the concept
I liked your hair
It brought me up, I'm filled with air
But it had no prominence
Like my own disfigured head

Don't you know
Just to fade away
Don't you know
Just to fade away

Just to fade away
Just not today