Heated

Im so fucking heated
yet i can see my breath
searching for patience
i got none left
the streets so cold
still im boiling red
everythings exploding
inside of my head
my lungs are collapsing
grasping for air
looking for help
but theres no one there
dont know if i
can make it this time
im alone im enraged
im just trying to survive
why cant i ever
calm the fuck down
why do i hate
everything around me
for no reason
i just get so fucking pissed
worked up ovfer shit i shouldnt have to deal with
rage is what drives me
this shit is a fact
why should i love a world that wont love me back
pissing on everything in my view
i can only name a few
why should i love a world that wont love me back
why should i love a world that wont acknowledge me
i cdont believe it anything at all
except my hate
because its the only thing with me every fucking day