How Does It Feel (Good)?

how does it feel
to know that you are loved?
does it feel better than your own son
picking the abundance of dandelions from our front yard
in the afternoon heat
for you?
all for you
does it feel good
to not have to hear me
when you're praying to the son of god
the son of a bitch
you are something else
and when jesus comes down
will you leave me?
and when jesus comes down
will you lock me in my room?
jesus and mommy have to have some time alone