Twenty Year Old (Over Analytical)

Never been so alone before
Never been so scared...
My life was like an empty road
Wish I was more prepared

In school they taught us words have meanings
But life and love and glory, heartache
Can't be learned from reading
Wish I'd knew

When a broken hearts break worse than bones
Wish that I'd had seen
The warnings that I should have known
But did not believe
That I would lie and analyze
How could I had known
That the scars I got from the battles I've fought and lost
With me they have

Grown into a man with shallow breathing
Who lies awake at night longing for meaning
(With sunken eyes who's smile is deceiving)
And all along I wonder is my heart beating
Or am I just all that's left of a broken shell

Worst part is it's not so typical
(A) twenty year old over analytical

What's a life like without nobody else
I hear a voice inside "Don't give up on yourself"