Unsure

Lying awake at night
In a mood altered state
Discontent with me
Discontent with you.
Why don't you understand
I can't breathe without your help
Take yourself more seriously
Take responsibility
To keep me alive
on days like today.
Dependance isnt comforting
But at least it's a feeling
Sometimes I feel dead inside
And don't know where to go
So I lay here for the time being
Discontent with me
Discontent with you
It isnt even your fault
But I twist it to make it so
I'm forced to smile at my wit
But its not a real one
Those days are long gone.
Why do I still feel this way
When you don't even care
Youre off having fun
I'm not even there
Have I reached the point of pathetic
or have you reached the point of shallow?
Unsure of me
Unsure of you
Unsure of me